“ I am having the worst day. Thought I might actually have a date tonight....got postponed for what seems like the millionth time. No big deal right...not like I am in a comitted relationship. I just start to get awfully suspicious of people. AND do you men actually realize the amount of preparation involved in getting ready for a date???? FUCK! I am a decent looking person and I am intelligent, but somehow never seem to have many dates. The man I actually really really like is so busy he doesn't have time for me.....and lets not forget he isn't officially divorced yet. Do I have stupid written on my forehead? maybe? So that is my vent.....maybe he is dating so many other people he doesn't have time to date me...or maybe he really is busy with work. Who knows! UGH! ”